Grateful

This weekend has been one of those times that make you grateful for what you have and experience in life thus far. From the simple poke, to spending times with those that you love. Cherishing these moments are just a treat and a simple one at that. But sometimes in life especially these days, these simple treats go by the wayside and being left behind. And not because we don’t care but because we take it for granted.

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Taking things for granted is in one way sometimes the worst thing for us. It is worst for us because we don’t take the time to appreciate the people and places that we love. Notice I left the word thing out of the last sentence. I did this because we have to remember that things don’t make us happy and that people and places do. And things can be replaced. I’ll leave it at that.
But this weekend has made me realized what I’m grateful for. Here they are;

I GRATEFUL FOR:
1. Having the most awesome parents that only want the nest for me.
2. Having met and made some of the best of friends that I get to share experiences with.
3. Having special places where I can enjoy my creative mood with.
4. Having friends that allow me to be myself and challenge me by supporting me in my endeavors.
5. Having an opportunity to create and collaborate with people.
6. Being able to help others realize they are capable of so more than they think.
7. Being a resource.
8. Having a “tribe” of friends that genuinely care and cheer me on to do my best and give me the opportunity to be vulnerable.
9. Having found an outlet to letting my voice be heard.
10. Realizing that I can make friends just by listening to what they have to say.

Oliver the Photographer…Goes to CreativeLive (Part #1)

There are things that happen in your life that you sometimes go, why me? Then as you sit there asking yourself that question, it occurs to you that it was because you needed to be there. Somehow the things aligned and you where meant to be there. And a couple of weeks ago I was lucky, blessed, and humbled to have experienced that during my trip to CreativeLive in Seattle, Washington.

If you don’t know what CreativeLive is, in summary it is an on-line classroom where you can learn just about anything in the creative field from blogging to photography to health. You can watch the classes for free during the LIVE event and if you enjoy the class you can purchase the class and rewatch it at your own leisure.

Here’s a video I created from that trip.  A full summary of that experience to come soon.  Stay tuned.

Oliver the Engineer…Exhibits & PowerPoints

Have you ever had one of those weeks where you seriously didn’t do anything else instead of sitting in front of the computer looking at the same thing over and over again?  I think it would be safe to assume that everyone has been there one time or another.  This was my week or weeks, 2 weeks to be exact that I sat in front of the computer screens to work on a powerpoint presentation.  Yes I said powerpoint presentation.  And yes, I’ve been working on it for the last two weeks.

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Example of the kind of work I do.

This journey all started a couple of weeks ago when I was ask to make an exhibit for work. Exhibits are the diagrams, maps, and visuals that I create for my project.  As a civil engineer, I design freeways and sometimes the way we talk a lot of people do not understand so we have to create a visual for it, so we can communicate our sometimes complicated project to the “common person.”  My goal always is produce something that everyone will get once they study it.  However that is not always the case at least in my situation.  So when I was ask to create another “exhibit” I started asking question if I could improve upon the design and look of it.  I should have known that this was a pandora’s box of revisions to come but more on that later.

So I was given the current exhibit and boy was it in rough shape, the colors of pink and blue on an outdated aerial photos and out of date information was not going to fly and on top of that confused everyone.  So being the maker of exhibits, I took upon myself to organized it.  That was my first mistake.

I begin with first asking my boss what he wanted to communicate to with the exhibit.  And the answer in a nutshell was, everything and you only have a day or two to do it.  “HOLY CRAP!  Really?!” I thought to myself.  Okay, I can do it.  Second mistake.  This will end up with a, “WHAT where you thinking?!”

So after a 10 minute conversation of questions, bounced ideas, and repeated statements, I started to make the exhibit.  First step, track down all of the information that I needed.  Easy enough, right?  Not exactly.  So we needed to present information on our proposed Right of Way purchase for my project, I searched and found it and then about an hour later while I started making the adjustments to present, I get word that things are going to change and that they won’t know for about a day or two.  But on top that I still had to go ahead and continue with what I’m doing.  And there is no problem with that except for the fact that the information that was being researched would affect everything that I was working on which would mean that I would have to start all over again.  And then, not to add more things to the already tall order, I get another request to make these exhibits that i’m creating and put them in a powerpoint presentation.  Okay I thought.  Third mistake.

So when i was tasked to do the powerpoint along side the exhibits, I was told that it was in good shape and would take no more than 15 minutes to work on.  And just like the exhibit before, it would require some major revisions.  By they time was I working on the powerpoint it had already gone through 5 people and I would think it would be exactly what my department wanted.  Wrong!  What I was given was a powerpoint created by 5 people.  So everything was different, nothing was cohesive, and things didn’t match.  So what’s a guy to do in this situation.  I think most people would just throw their hands up in the air and just say it couldn’t be done.  But did I do that?!  No, I thought, easy enough.  Forth mistake.

Okay, if you are reading this, I pretty sure you are thinking, dude didn’t you see the red flags from the start?!  The answer was yes.  Yes I did see the red flags however who was going to do it.  I knew that eventually it would come to me and come to me at the last minute.  I just thought at this point, I might was well get a head start on it now that I have the opportunity.  Yet another mistake.

Oliver just doesn’t learn.  And at this point we are just one day one and as I mention this took two weeks to create.  So basically in a nutshell this happen basically almost everyday for the last couple of weeks.  So I’ll spare you the vent, rant, and head shakes and I’ll fast forward you to two days ago.

So after working on this for the last week and some days, I was tired of looking at the same presentation and exhibits.  From the color changes, to can we do this, can we do that, is this possible, how long will that take, to the word ANIMATION, I was about 90% done.  When finally we receive feedback from our headquarters on the presentation.  And boy was it a lot of comments but mainly it was one of those, isn’t this the way we had it before and we are going to do it that way?!  Yup, it sure was.  So what’s a guy to do.  Concede? Nope, start from scratch and declare that you are going to do it your way and just take over it.  And address the comments, all the comments.

And today, I finally got to the 99% I’m proud to say.  I have one more task to complete and i shouldn’t take me more than 30 minutes to complete.  So there is light at the end of the road.  LOL!  Pun was intended there.  Or at least I thought one would be.  So by Monday morning at 9am, everything should be done and completed!  Hopefully!

Here’s some takeaways from this:

  1. Always look at the POSITIVE side of a situation.
  2. Be prepared to tackle any task necessary.
  3. Sometimes you just have to let things go and let lessons be learned.  Keep quiet.
  4. Small victories over time will lead to a BIG VICTORY!
  5. When you find the thing that you LOVE to do, everything and I mean EVERYTHING is worth it.  So find what it is you love do and work will not seem like work.  🙂

Today is the Day

Today is the day that I decided that I will begin this blog again.  I declared to the world, well at least to my Facebook friends and audience, that I was going to embark on this journey of writing and sharing my thoughts and daily happenings with you all.  This will be a journey with no paved path, rather I will make and pave one as I go.  There is no directions per se about this blog other than I will reflect on the happenings in my life.  Consider this as an live journal where you can see what I’m thinking at a certain times and moments.

I have set myself to post at minimum 3 times a week.  I honestly did this because I didn’t want to over commit myself and not post as often.  Rather I have given myself a buffer to take a break from the day to day of posting.  I applaud all those that could write and post everyday.  You guys are simply awesome.  I just know myself at this point I just don’t have the time or more honestly I just don’t feel like it sometimes.  This is just something I will have to work through as a go.  I know I have the ability to do something on a daily basis.  I’ve done a Photo 365 a while back.  However also deep down I know that it has been 3 years since I’ve done such a task.

With that I have started my journey and embarked on this trek of discovery, documentation, and sharing with you all.  As I sit here writing this I feel like Doogie Howser, on the closing credits of the show as he types in he’s old school 1980s computer there’s a voice overlay.  Just imagine it.

Productive & Lazy Days… Oliver the Photographer

Saturdays are one of those days usually reserved just chilling out and getting some work done.  Today it was one of those days.  I actually got up early and decided to catch up and write my Friday post.  Yes, if you are reading this you are wondering why is a Friday post being done on Saturday.  Well the truth is that I got home late from my Friday evening and I was tried that I just went to bed. So when I’m tried I usually just wait until the next day to post from the previous.

Today was productive in many sorts.  Today i got a majority of my HOBY job DVDs burned and labeled and ready for mailing to the kids.  I also got to go through some old photography work and get them reprocessed and edited per what I have learned what I can do with Photoshop and how my photography look has changed.

Other than being productive, today was also a day where laziness is okay.  I think there are days where you need to let your mind and body rest and give yourself permission to just do nothing.  When you do this you allow your body to have a rest.  Resting is needed, I think to be able to get the most out of your ideas and start fresh with new ones.  So today after lunch, I did some work on the computer and slow but surely feel asleep for a bit while I was on the computer.

The rest of the day was just spent working on the ongoing photography files that have backed up.  A lot of the photography work that I have done was put back because I had to work on the “client” work.  Get those out and sent to them so that I can get them all worked and off of the task list.  This is one of the difficulties that I have faced over the time while I’ve tried to balance my side job of photography, the day job, and the personal life.  Sometimes balancing the three of these things gets the best of me and I can’t make the expectation that have set for myself.  I think the best I have to do let some of the things I do go and make more sacrifices.  Doing that I know will make things a heck of a lot better than they are now.  I need to finish up a couple more jobs and make them go away and start fresh.  Currently what I have on my plate is the following items:

1)  Continue to write everyday on the personal blog.  So far so good on this task.

2)  Update / rework the Photography Business website.

3)  Ship more work out there.  Get my work exposed to more people and been seen.

4)  Stop delaying on things and not be lazy.

5)  Work on lowering my debt (Financial and personal)

So those now in the open and with your encouragement, accountability, and support.  I hope to get these things out of my hair so that I can start making the changes that are needed for me to live the life that I wan to live.